Why didn’t I try another way?
I got tired of listening and telling. I got disgusted from the looks and words of people. I quit from waking up with alarm, taking a queue number, shopping, listening to news, asking something from somebody, trying to find money, escaping from laws, worrying from power of the authorities. I got bored of separating things as ‘lesser evil’, ‘better than that’, and ‘relatively good’. I got tired of living a strange life in the middle of city, slavery and capitalism. I didn’t want to make choices between the human cultures. I chose another way.
But what will happen to innocent people?
Which person is not responsible from this world that should be completely destroyed? Are people valuable or important that they shouldn’t die? Or am I so valuable? Or innocent? Why must I have to live, continue breathing? Do I have to create or establish a new thing?
When I pulled the trigger, not just buildings and humans will explode. Also the thoughts like ‘authorities are so powerful that can’t be harmed’, ‘humans and humanity is superior than the rest’ and ‘most important thing in the world is myself, my life’ will explode and disappear.
Not so much left to liberation
My worries, pains, problems and weakness will end up today. All my identities will bury inside the earth with the buildings. While the masters’ peace and people’s comfort is gone; all the rest will find peace.
Viva destruction, viva disappearance of myself, viva total extinction of human kind!